Week Down

Oct. 22nd, 2023 04:04 pm
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Wow it feels like so long ago I last updated, when it really was only like two weeks ago? I guess because the last time it was in PEI and now we are in Toronto. It's really strange being here again, I like it, but it's changed a lot. I'm looking forward to establishing a life again here though and hopefully making friends and reaching out to some people aka my friend Lucas, who I am having lunch with on Wednesday!

Anyway, the drive back to Ontario was a lot less stressful than when we did the drive last year. The first day we drove all through New Brunswick and ended up in northern Quebec. It was good weather all the way and the animals behaved themselves. The next day we stopped in Cornwall, Ontario after all day in Quebec (so many cute QC villages and small towns). Friday afternoon we made it to Toronto. Our than some random things and an air mattress we have nothing yet. My dad is coming next Saturday to help us get our stuff from Guelph. So yeah, two weeks with next to nothing other than clothes, it's pretty annoying.

So I'm living in the same building as my mom, and any new friends, my mom and I have a bit of a complicated relationship, i.e. we've had big fights in the past but she's gotten a lot better. We only had one fight this week about our internet (which was a goddamn ordeal to install), but othre than that things have been really going well. I see her almost everyday, which I thought would annoy me, but I don't mind. Plus she's been helping us out a lot with other stuff, and she's letting me work from her place when I'm WFH otherwise I would basically be sitting on a floor lol. But she is aware of my boundaries and if I said I didn't want to see her she would get it.

I started my new job on Monday. It's 50% hybrid, so one week we have to go in two days, the next week three days, and so on. We get to choose the days and it doesn't have to stay the same every week which I am glad about, i.e. I'll likely never go in on a Monday lol. The new people in my group all seem like cool people. We have one girl who has transferred from another department named Ioana and she's pretty funny, she swears like a sailor, but my supervisor and the manager (Jacquie and Katharine) are chill. I think I am going to enjoy the job, and the company seems leagues better than Allianz. We are basically training until the end of November, and then even after I believe we'll still be in a training setting with cases. I could see us not actually touching real work until possibly end of December or even in 2024. Unlike Allianz where they threw you into the deep end and got annoyed when people didn't understand, the training is so much better here. I feel lucky I got this job, as most of my new co-workers were referred by people already working there.

I bought some work clothes, but I definitely need to get more at some point. I bought new shoes and the back destroyed my heels, so my feet are not happy right now. It's hard going from being a bum to having to put in an effort with your work clothing. Even when I was in office at Allianz people dressed kinda slobbish, like Tasha would wear distressed jeans, people wore leggings (I love leggings, no hate) etc. It definitely feels more corporate.

The animals are doing better. Jinkx actually took a lot longer than Ava to adjust to the change. The first night she was meowing up a storm and it was bad, but now she's doing better. I bought her a cat tree and she doesn't use it at all which annoys me. I hope maybe once we have our furniture maybe she will. There's a lot of things I need to eventually buy for this apartment. The first major purchase I did yesterday was a couch. We got rid of our couch when we left Guelph last year as my mom's place had two of them, so we got a pretty decent sectional. It's arriving on Friday, and then Saturday we get all our other stuff. I'm looking forward to making this space my own. It's actually a pretty big sized apartment which is nice. Simon is looking for a job still, so I hope he gets one soon. He had an interview for manager at a Roger's store on Bloor and they said they'd follow up for another interview, so hopefully that happens this week.

Once we get unpacked and settled I'm definitely going to start looking into doing more things here. There's a community centre nearby that I want to join as it is cheap and has a pool. Then I live very close to a music store, and I might sign up for guitar lessons. Then I'd like to download Bumble app again for finding friends. I'm not going to rush things though, but just looking ahead to 2024. Oh and I submitted my grad school application to the U of Alberta. All my professors said they'd give a reference, so crossing my fingers I get accepted and can transfer.

Anyway, that's about it. Things have been hectic, but good. Sorry I haven't been commenting on entries, I'm about to go off and read them and get caught up now.

weird

Sep. 5th, 2022 07:12 pm
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We just dropped my mom off at the airport about 40 minutes ago, her flight leaves at 8:30pm. Now Simon and I feel weird.... I think we are both missing her? I miss her even though she drove me insane almost the whole time she was here, and we had our blowouts. I don't even know how to describe this feeling, I kinda hate it. It's a weird sadness felt like deep within. I know my mom is a good person in her heart of hearts, I just wish she'd love herself enough to take her mental health into her hands properly and work on herself seriously. I also wish she'd trust me to be an adult and not coddle me. It's honestly a fine line between love and toxicity. I dunno. I feel like I'll have a lot to talk to my therapist about at our next session.

Add into that the fact that Simon and I are now alone. We met some people my mom knows here, but otherwise we have no family members within any sort of nearby distance anymore. As someone who grew up less than 2 hours from her hometown and not too far from many relatives, it's an odd feeling. I'm sure once we start getting more into our routines it will get better, but yeah. I just overall feel strange. I'll be back in Toronto at the end of November for about four days, so I will see her then.

Tomorrow I am back to work.....blah. I seriously wish I had one extra week on my old schedule and had Tuesdays off. Getting established right after my mom left feels like just dropping from one extreme to the next. My first class is this upcoming Wednesday as well. I'm not ready for school tbh. I haven't been since April and it still feels like not enough time. I hope everything works out ok.

The following Wednesday is my birthday. After class I might get Simon to drive us into Charlottetown, I kinda want to get my hair cut and dyed. Then he might treat me to a lobster roll lunch cuz I've been wanting to try one badly. Then maybe some Cows ice cream which is famous ice cream in PEI.

Next Saturday I may go hiking with this PEI woman's group I joined. Then the following Saturday our stuff will be moved and we'll have to basically spend the day unpacking and moving stuff around to try and make this place our own.

Anyway, yeah...I feel meloncholy. I'm sure it will pass once life becomes back to normal. It's been a crazy two weeks.

Writing Prompts

3. Is there a place in the world you never want to visit?

Honestly... I have no desire to visit India. I know I'd be extremely overwhelmed by everything there. Also North Korea.
4. When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?
Umm I'll get back to you on that.
5. How are you more likely to make an important decision, by reasoning through it, or by going with your gut?
A bit of both, I think you should rationalize, but don't let that stop you from going after a dream. You can rationalize taking risks on anything in life and then you miss out on some cool things.
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1. Are you an Essential Worker?
I guess? I personally think the job I do isn't essential, but I work for an insurance company which I think is. For now I have work, but I can see temp lay offs occurring if things don't improve which they likely won't since I work in travel insurance.

2. How many drinks have you had since the quarantine started?
I had 4 beers over the weekend and a bottle of wine the week before. I think we have to pick up Simon's mom's wine order from the LCBO this weekend so I plan on stocking up then.

3. If you have kids... Are they driving you nuts?
I thank the good Lord I decided last year a hard no to kids because I feel like I'd be losing my mind in this situation.

4. What new hobby have you taken up during this?
Playing a LOT of video games, paint by numbers, I bought a tarot card course online so doing that. I need to start a piano course I bought ages ago too. Also really need to get back into writing again.

5. How many grocery runs have you done?
I go once a week, every Friday. I am buying for 3 groups of people now which is extremely annoying, but it is what it is. At least Simon and I get free groceries out of it.

6. What are you spending your stimulus check on?
I'm not American so we don't get that. Canada has CERB (Canadian Emergency Relief Benefit) which is $2000 a month for I think at least the next 4 months. I won't be applying for that as I still have a job.

7. Do you have any special occasions that you will miss during this quarantine?
Laura and I were supposed to go on our annual Ontario getaway the end of the month, we missed seeing Chicago the play in Stratford with Simon's family, probably not going to a concert in July as I can't see concerts happening for at least like another year. Supposed to go to Europe in September but that's basically done as I don't think travel will be normal at all by then and Ayda told me she's hoping to come back to Canada in July (not sure how easy/expensive that will be for her). So yeah... COVID-19 fucked up a lot of plans.

8. Are you keeping your housework done?
I think it's basically the usual levels, it's pretty clean but we have pets so animal hair is always around.

9. What movie have you watched during this quarantine?
Actually nothing really. There's definitely movies I want to watch but I haven't been in the mood lately. I've mostly been watching Schitt's Creek, reruns of Drag Race and I finished both seasons of Shrill.

10. What are you streaming with?
Netflix. Laura gave me her password for Crave which I'm trying to not be a mooch off of but they have way better shows than Netflix (Canadian Netflix is so shitty) so I might start a new show pretty soon.

11. 9 months from now is there any chance of you having a baby?
I guess there's always a chance but I hope to God that does not happen.

12. What's your go-to quarantine meal?
We eat the same, but since I'm WFH I've been making a lot of lunches on the fry and my main one lately has been egg sandwiches.

13. Is this whole situation making you paranoid?
I'm paranoid in terms of when will society go back to normal, what will happen to our economy etc. I'm not worried about getting sick. I worry about my parents though, especially my mom as she is living in a big city.

14. Has your internet gone out on you during this time?
Yes but that has nothing to do with this time, I just have shitty internet.

15. What month do you predict this all ends?
I could see us starting to go slightly back to normal by end of summer/fall, normal meaning we can go out to eat at places, see each other etc. But probably will be a restriction on the amount of people in a certain place. Concerts/sports/big events will likely not return for at least a year. Travel I have no idea. I can't see everything being 100% back to normal until maybe mid 2021.

16. First thing you’re gonna do when you get off quarantine?
Get a haircut, make plans to visit my mom, make plans to visit some friends.

17. Where do you wish you were right now?
I'm really glad I'm living in Canada right now so I am ok where I am.

18. What free-from-quarantine activity are you missing the most?
Concerts and travel.

19. Have you run out of toilet paper and hand sanitizer?
Nope, TP was running out at the beginning of this, but stores are limiting buying so the stupid hoarders can't go insane so the last two times I went to the grocery store there was a lot there. I never see hand sanitizer anywhere, Simon got a couple bottles when he ordered some e-juice a couple weeks ago.

20. Do you have enough food to last a month?
Possibly, but it would be pushing it.

P.S. Offtopic but [livejournal.com profile] spiral_meter do you plan on having another friendzy anytime soon? I feel like this is the perfect time to make new LJ friends/I need new people I can devote the time now to learning about their lives!
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I love reading all these other people's weird things they've heard confessed. Good writer's block.

Mine are not weird, but I guess kinda big things. I've had the same person confess to me that she has cheated on her boyfriend (with her ex) and had an abortion (not from the ex, this was a seperate confession prior to the cheating).

Before my other friend came out to everyone, I was one of the first people he confessed he was gay to.

I am definitly one of those people everyone tells everything to, and I like it cuz I like knowing stuff. In my case though I am pretty private and rarely devulge info about myself, unless I really want advice on something. I don't just tell for the sake of telling.
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Definitly nail biting. I've been doing it since I was a kid. I will find myself unconsiously doing it whenever I am stressed out or bored. I know I could break this habit too, I just need to really put my mind to it.

Also:
-Procrastination and being lazy. I don't know why, because both make me feel awful, both mentally and physically, and I always feel better once I do stuff, so I don't know why its so hard for me to make myself just do it.
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So work dramz (what else is new, except that is actually involves me), my ASM and I pretty much hate each other. She's an RMT (an outside hire, didn't promote up from barista to shift to ASM) who sucks at her job and is totally catty. She talks about me behind my back, saying I am not "cheerful" and that apparently some other store in our district claims I am a bitch. Considering I know one person from the store she is talking about, and I am pretty much friends with that person, I figure its her way of calling me a bitch but not outright aka she hides behind her stupid store saying it story. Anyway, I honestly don't even care cuz I am leagues above her in doing this job well, everyone at my store likes me better than her, and her life in general sounds pathetic. Other than having a good body (cuz she exercises a lot) she doesn't have much going for her. Also she flirts relentlessly with all the male customers, I think she's gone without for quite awhile. I have a huge list of things that she does wrong (some of which could get her in serious trouble) so if she pisses me off enough I plan on showing it to my SM and possibly my DM. I predict she won't last past the summer, or if anything tiff will break her come September.

Other than that stupidness just been working. I think I have a mild crush on my drum teacher haha. He's got a dorky cute thing going on, plus a cool musician thing and he's just the nicest guy. But he's married with a little girl and yeah.... its harmless, but he's cool.

I have this weekend off (working tomorrow insted of Sunday), I plan on cleaning like whoa and having me time. Rachel is going to Mike's for the weekend and Simon is working. I plan on cleaning, going to the gym, maybe shopping a bit (need to buy certain things) and getting rid of the rest of my old clothes.

So yes...daily life carries on.
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My childhood best friend was Tasha Penney. We were friends from senior kindergarden til grade 7 when she decided she'd rather be in the "cool" group than be friends with me. So she dumped me for them. At the end of grade 8 she wrote in my yearbook that she was sorry about what happened. Then I remember randomly in grade 9 seeing her at the subway station and we talked for about an hour. She's on Facebook and some of my mutual friends have her as a friend, but I don't. I doubt I will ever add her, if she added me though I guess I'd accept it. I think she is a nurse at St. Mike's hospital in Toronto right now. She's still friends with those same people she dumped me for, but whatever. It would've been pretty awesome to say you had a friend since you were 5, but I guess thats a pretty rare thing.
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I can't live with or without you
Thats pretty much how I feel it is overall.
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Yep. My boyfriend was my former assistant manager at Starbucks. I was a barista, so we had to keep it hush hush until he transferred to another store. We were really good about keeping things normal at work though. But we're still together, and its been over 5 years now. We both also still work at Starbucks, except different stores and he is now a manager and I am a supervisor.
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Uh...like a crippling amount. All I do is plan for the future, constantly thinking and rethinking how I want each year to go in my head. Because I have very specific things I want to do, mostly concerning travel, and I need to be prepared to do them at very specific times. But yes, its daunting sometimes and it does affect my ability to live in the present. But right now the present is so unsatisifying, so looking towards the future is sometimes the only thing that keeps me going.
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Yeah I would get weirdly obsessed with certain movies and watch them over and over again. I remember really loving Space Jam for some godawful reason. I watched the Nostaglia Critic's Space Jam review and realized just how commercialized that movie was. It was basically just a glorified advertisement for Nike.

Another movie I was extremely obsessed with, meaning I literally watched it every single day (no joke) one summer was Jumanji. I LOVED this movie. Again, it steamed out of nowhere and I was obsessed, but only for that one summer.
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I've got two. The first one without a doubt was the time I got rejected from entering the United States. It was my first real time travelling alone. I was taking the Greyhound from Toronto to San Fransisco to visit my uncle. I was 18 and not too savvy to travel. When I got to the border the border patrol asked me a bunch of questions, and one was "are you looking for work?" Me being the idiotic 18 year old that I was said "yes". I meant in Toronto, he thought I meant in the United States. So they wouldn't let me through. I had to stay in Windsor, Ontario until 1am (I think it was mid-afternoon when this happened) to take a bus back to Toronto. I was so upset and wanted to swear off travel. The next day though my mom's boyfriend convinced me to give it another shot, and he drove me to a different border stop in Michigan. We got in pretending we were going to some Ba'hai (he studies this religion) thing lol. Anyways, that was traumatic, but at least I got into the USA and eventually got to California. Even now whenever I enter the USA by Greyhound I get really nervous.

My second worst thing was losing my wallet in Rome, Italy. I was with my two friends, and it was disgustingly hot so we decided to sit in this park for a bit. For some dumb reason I took out my wallet and was kinda reorganizing all my money (I had British pounds, Euros, Canadian money etc.) and I think what happened was I put the wallet down and forgot it there. It wasn't until we were at a resturant having authentic Italian pizza did I realize my wallet was gone. We ran all the way back to the park (it was a good 30 minutes away) and it wasn't there. I remember my friend Beth telling me to be careful in Rome because people steal your wallet easily and I remember trying to keep an eye on my stuff and I still lost it. I don't believe it got stolen, I think it was just a dumb thing I did, but who knows. Anyways, my mom had to Western Union me money while I was in Venice, and again in Prague because Italy was smack dab in the middle of my month long European vacation and I had no money, no credit cards etc. It was a bit scary and stressful, but in the end it worked out and I still had a fun vacation.

But yes, those are my worst experiences. I still wouldn't give up travelling for anything though.
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Germany. I'm totally in love with Germany. Despite their very messy past, I can't help but adore this country. Its smack-dab in the middle of Europe (so easy access to other parts of Europe), its clean, its affordable. I think German as a language is cool. Even people tell me I look German. So most definitly I would love to somehow been a German.

school

Sep. 29th, 2009 01:36 pm
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I'm at school right now, in Kelly library, which is right beside my next class that starts in twenty minutes. I think I bombed my German quiz, which makes me upset. But me and this other girl who isn't doing too well talked with our teacher, and we might be able to redo it. I just hate doing badly right at the beginning of the school year. I seriously need to apply myself more to school. I waste too much time online doing dumb shit. I wrote in my agenda all my papers/tests for the year and its fucking scary. I need to stay ontop of shit. This isn't like college, this is actually a challange now.

My German teacher is really nice though, and I found out she is a customer from Front St. haha I knew it. But yeah, I also need to do to be able to go abroad next year hopefully.

I just need to keep track of things, stay ontop of things. I also need to start being a nicer person. I am really mean lately. Espeically to Simon. I am the type of person who takes shit out on other people and its really bad, so I am going to work on that. Oh, and I also need to work more on my 101 list. I did think I accomplished some things though.

13. Find a hair colour and cut that I really love that suits me.
Shoulder length, multi-tone blonde with bangs. I will take a pic one day, but I like it.

16. Find out about what make-up suits me.
Basically I wanted a look that didn't look like you had too much make-up on. So I use black mascera, either purple or copper eyeliner (cuz eyeliner is my new love), concealer for my dark circles/zits and powder. Overall it makes me look decent/not dead to the world.

100. Buy an awesome pair of boots.
Yesterday I bought a pair of nice leather mid-calf boots. They look rad.
I also bought a multi-coloured dress from Urban Outfitters.

I need to start working on the more productive/meaningful aspects of the list. I really, really wanna learn to drive, but the stupid driving centre's are still on strike.

Anyways, thats about it...class soon.

Edit: Oh yeah, I forgot I also got a new SIN card, so there is another to add to the list.
90. Get a new SIN card
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Ok so this actually going to be a public journal entry, just so I won't forget where it is, I'm probably going to make it a memory as well. So I'm sure you guys have heard of that community 101 Things in 1001 Days. Pretty much you write 101 goals you wanna accomplish in just under three years. I'm really big on lists, love them. So I wanna give this a shot.

So my start date is June 23rd 2009 and my finish date will be March 20th 2012.

Anyways, so here is my list, I'm probably going to write down a list and keep it in my room too. I'm going to put stuff in order.

Travel
1. Study abroad in Australia at one point.
2. Visit my cousin in Ireland once she moves there for med school.
3. Take a train to San Fransisco to visit my uncle again and then bus it down to L.A.
4. Do Semester at Sea.
5. Roadtrip the U.S.A.
6. Get a job abroad.
7. Live in Germany for at least a month.
8. Go to Las Vegas.
9. See a concert in another city.
10. Throw a dart at a map and take a random roadtrip there in Ontario.

Health and Beauty
11. Get down between 135lbs -140lbs or size 8, whatever comes first.
12. Become a vegetarian for one month.
13. Find a hair colour and cut that I really love that suits me.
14. Use whitestrips everyday.
15. Take a mulitvitamin everyday for at least a month.
16. Find out about what make-up suits me.
17. Run a 5k.
18. Exercise at least 3x a week.

Family and Friends
19. Hang out with my brother more.
20. Look up my ancestry.
21. Become closer with my dad.
22. Visit my nanny once a month.
23. Forget people who don't matter and focus on the ones who do.
24. Be social at least 3x a week.

Creative
25. Learn the drums or violin.
26. Paint another picture.
27. Make a webcomic.
28. Finish a short story.
29. Be in a play again.
30. Make a zine.
31. Learn to dance.
32. Do NaNoWriMo.
33. Go to a Yoga class.
34. Knit something.
35. Take pictures in an abandoned place.
36. Make my own t-shirt.
37. Learn to read tarot.
38. Do a "Day in the Life of Me" photo day.
39. Buy artwork.

Education
40. Get an A- average at U of T.
41. Take steps towards going to Grad school.
42. Learn more French.
43. Learn German.
44. Learn Japanese.
45. Take a random class for the fun of it.
46. Take a folklore course.

Good Things
47. Give blood.
48. Volunteer somewhere

Entertainment
49. Read 50 books in a year.
50. Host a game night.
51. Have a slumber party.
52. Go to a comedy club.
53. Go see a random band in concert based on the appeal of their name.
54. Find ten new bands I like within a year.
55. Watch 100 movies in a year.
56. Go to a weird diner in the USA.
57. Play paintball.
58. Go surfing.
59. See a show on broadway.
60. Have a kickass party.
61. Finish ten video games or more in a year.
62. Finish ten animes or more in a year.
63. Watch scary movies everyday in the month of October leading up to Halloween.
64. Explore parts of Toronto I never go to.
65. Complete a crossword book.
66. Go on a picnic.
67. Bowl 200 in bowling.
68. Do something fun on St. Patrick's Day.
69. Go camping.
70. Host a poker night.

Money
71. Get a scholarship.
72. Win a contest.
73. Win money playing Bingo.
74. Pay off my audit debt.
75. Put a loonie in a jar everyday for a year.

Things that affect and are important to me
76. Have a meaningful moment with a stranger.
77. Be able to wear something really sexy and feel it.
78. Have laser eye surgery.
79. Stop feeling embarassed about dumb things.
80. Stop letting things upset me that don't matter.
81. Become engaged.

Random Things
82. Join a team.
83. Learn to cook.
84. Bake something.
85. Learn to drive.
86. Make over my bedroom.
87. Get a better laptop.
88. Get a tattoo.
89. Stop biting my nails.
90. Get a new SIN card.
91. Go have a full spa treatment.
92. Donate old clothes.
93. Buy sexy lingerie.
94. Find the perfect pair of jeans.
95. Be an extra in a movie.
96. Eat exotic food.
97. Back up my LJ.
98. Ride a horse.
99. Become a regular at a coffee shop.
100. Buy an awesome pair of boots.
101. Write an LJ entry for every goal I complete.
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Matthew Good Band: Running For Home

They beam things into your head
the ghosts of your pleasure and contempt
when we were liars things were seamless
when we were wired the world was like a secret
i close my eyes now and i scream
i turn the light on and there's nothing left redeeming
i saw your face before it changed
the gun it makes you look nicer in a bad way

so low for how high?

well it's too late tonight
and i'm sure you're right
as low for how high

and after this there's just the circus
and every morning you carnie heart stops workin
it gets tight in there sometimes
looking for the defects, talking like it's a reflex
i close my mouth now and i scream
i open the door and there's nothing left redeeming
i saw your face before the rough
you should wait around awhile cause your body's bound to turn up

so low for how high?
well it's too late tonight
and i'm sure you're right
as low for how high


I downloaded this Matthew Good Band song after Meiwaku suggested it to me. I immediately loved it. Its a beautiful song, I reccomend anyone to download this or anything by the Matthew Good Band. They were a good Canadian band...too bad they broke up. All the good bands here like Matthew Good Band, Joydrop and The Tea Party are never known outside of here meanwhile crap like Our Lady Peace becomes popular. Feh, they were ok in the beginning but they really suck now. :\

Anyways I think this is just a really nice song.

stuff

Jul. 16th, 2008 10:41 am
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I do not have a lot of time so some things.

1. Venice is so beautiful and I fell in love with it. We only stayed two days, but I will definitly return one day.

2. Budapest is cool, but we did not spend enough time here, so I am sads.

3. Going to Prague really soon aka a couple of hours.

4. Probably skipping Germany and going straight to Amsterdam due to a lack of funds. Not really upset since I went to Germany last year anyways.

5. May be back in Toronto by Wednesday, we shall see.

6. If I do not make it to a computer in time, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN! LOVE YA!

Gotta go.
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1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship?
Long distance.

2. When was the last time you showered?
Today at around 4pm.

3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Sleeping.

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Watching Criss Angel: Mindfreak with Simon.

5. Are you any good at math?
Hells no.

6. Your prom night?
Didn't care enough to go.

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
I don't think so.

8. Have you ever taken out a loan for school?
I'm currently trying to.

9. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
MySpace sucks.

10. Last thing received in the mail?
junk mail.

11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
water...thats pretty much it.

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
Yeah, I actually prefer to get an answering machine since I hate talking on the phone.

13. Who did you lose your concert virginity to?
New Kids on the Block. *tumblweed*

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
I rarely go to the beach so..no.

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
A cavity filled...though I need my wisdom teeth out eventually.

16. What is out your backyard?
I have no backyard.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
Working 11am to 4pm. Afterwards...no idea.

18. Do you like the ocean?
From what I've seen, I like.

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas?
Actually yes.

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Pretty sure I went to one on a school trip.

22. Something you are excited about?
Europe!

23. What is your favourite flavor of JELLO?
Not a fan of JELLO.

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Nope.

25. Describe your keychain:
I don't have one.

26. Where do you keep your change?
At the bottom of my purse.

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Highschool...*shudders*

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
A dark gray pea coat.

29. What was the weather like on your graduation?
It was cold since for some weird reason I didn't have my graduation until November of the year I graduated.

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Open.
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If I had to pick a song to sum up my whole life I'd pick this one by the Smashing Pumpkins. I think the lyrics are amazing.

Smashing Pumpkins
Muzzle

i fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been extraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
have you ever heard the words
i'm singing in these songs?
it's for the girl i've loved all along
can a taste of love be so wrong
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
and in my mind as i was floating
far above the clouds
some children laughed i'd fall for certain
for thinking that i'd last forever
but i knew exactly where i was
and i knew the meaning of it all
and i knew the distance to the sun
and i knew the echo that is love
and i knew the secrets in your spires
and i knew the emptiness of youth
and i knew the solitude of heart
and i knew the murmurs of the soul
and the world is drawn into your hands
and the world is etched upon your heart
and the world so hard to understand
is the world your can't live without
and i knew the silence of the world
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