Sad Ducky

[millionbubbles]

Aw, cheer up little ducky. Why so glum?

Find your inner rubber ducky.

Makes sense right now I feel pretty sad. I just got an email from someone close to me that made me pretty sad. I guess what he wrote is true, I have been in denial about a lot of things lately. I tend to close myself off from people and try with all my might to avoid real problems hoping that they will go away. Not that I'm saying he is a problem but our relationship is less then perfect at the moment.

I don't know what to really do anymore, I really don't want to hurt him, I hate when I make people sad and I really hate when I hurt people, especially one's close to me. But I guess it's unavoidable in a situation like this. I know you'll read this and I just want to say I'm sorry I hurt you, I never meant to act the way I do around you, but I don't think I can change right now I think I need some time to sort things out on my own, I just hope you won't hate me in the end.

*Sigh* that's all for now.